I realized this space has become a nice place to rant. But I feel like it is one of the only places for me to actually bear my heart out. They say university is the place where you will expand your mind. And in most cases I can understand. However, for that to happen, your brain needs to be capable of absorbing this stuff. So much information in a semester.
I can't say I am not capable, but it sure feels like I am not ready for it. I do not have the will nor the determination to do a lot of things and that applies to a lot of things. I cannot seem to muster the will or the determination whenever I try. And I am close to the point of giving up. It is tiring but I cannot give up. A certain someone told me otherwise and I am inclined to listen.
So tired......